nobody knows what's inside my heart..
i'm really good at pretending..
i look fine from the outside,...
but inside..i was totally hurt..
accept the truth...
there's no more chance for me..
hoping for another person.. a better one..
to heal this pain heart...
God..give the best for me...
although i know..there's still a long journey for me..to reach my destiny..
God had planned everything..my fate..
all I can do now is..keep praying..
i want my heart that had never belong to anybody else since 18 years ago..
will be taken by a special person that really meant to be for me..
i'll keep being patient..
and..pretending..to be happy..n accept the fact..
so that,,,my heart will not suffer too much...
this kind heart..i have to care for it...
waiting for the right person...
slowly..a little bit..my love for someone that i like..and i know i wouldn't be love in return..
that love..will disappear..
GOD...give me strength..so,i can be strong for a long time...
