TO my PRECIOUS FRIENDS...

Cry when you want to cry.

Don’t purposely hold in your sadness

I’ll embrace you so that you can smile again

When you’re tired, I’ll lend you my shoulder so that you can rest for a bit

I pray no tears in your dreams

I know you’ll fly high in your life

Although this world tries to look at you with a small view

I can confidently say you’re the only one

Find your broken dreams again. Don’t say that you can’t

I will help you to make that dream come true

When you feel like you can’t breathe, close your eyes for a bit and think about your future

I play no tears in your dreams

I know you’ll fly high in your life

Although this world tries to look at you with a small view

I can confidently say you’re the only one

Uh I’ll protect you and stay by your side as tears flow

Just rest without any worries in my embrace

The sadness formed in your eyes that won’t fall

In your dreams there are rough dark clouds that don’t show but

you smile. Don’t hold back your hurt anymore

Just throw it high into the sky. I want to go towards the end now

Open up the wings that were folded away. Take my hand

Don’t cry again

I play no tears in your dreams

I know you’ll fly high in your life

Although hearts that changed coldly may not know you,

who is cooler than anyone, stay by my side. You’re the only one

I play no tears in your dreams

I know you’ll fly high in your life

CAN u SMILE??

I remember that feeling from long ago when I looked at you

I remember that time when I knew you, you knew me

I think about those desperate times when I wanted to be like you, hang out with you

but it's merely a memort that has passed by

And, can you smile

You want this

You hope for this

I can't seem to have you with only my heart

And can you smile

I said to leave

I said I'm Okay

It seems like I can give nothing but this to you in the end

I remember long ago when I received your heart

I think of those times when you were overflowing me and I was thankful

We came across a farewell when we loved each other most, when we were at out happiest

I couldn't hold you back beacuse you were overflowing me, beacause I was sorry

And, can you smile

You want this,

You hope for this

I can't seem to have you with only my heart

And can u smile?

I said to leave

I said I'm okay

It seems like I can give nothing but this to you in the end

And still, still in the end, still I...

but probably in the end, I still...

And still, still, in the end, still I...

But in the end, I still...

But I was suffocating from those frequent words of yours

You say with rage that my way of talking and actions make you lose your words, that they make your anger rise

On this violent night, the stars light up the sky, the moon shines, and you go steadily down your path

Stars and the night are coming, they're covered only by other stars

The moon always stays there

I will always be here for you, want you

my NAme..keep changing..huhu

hi...actually tgh countdown utk hbis sem..hehe
saje je tlis entri ni sbb trlalu bosan..just want to share..
bout my name...
since i was small...
different people..different names they will give to me...
in family i used to be called...ya...
n kwan2 bdk skolah rndh pun pggil mcm 2..xpun mcya..
sdra or kazen pggil ira..
bila dh naik skolah mngh..brtukar lgii
naddy la pulakk..ak trime je..
n then tmbul pulak mc chah..
haish..mmg bykla nm pggln yg brlainan..huhu..
bila msuk IPG..igt dh xde nma glrn lain..just nk stay ngan naddy je..
timbul la pulak..ada yg pggil nad...
tutor ak pulak pggil ak dhira..mmg bykla sgktn yg dbuat..huhu
kalau lctrer SS nadhiha...ak pun plik..knpe dia suke pggil cmtu..
lctrer LDS plg ak suke..sbb pggil naddy je..huhu
n skrg...ada yg pggil ayam..sbb ak suka mkn ayam..hua2..xdop motif lgsung..
and i just wondering..bilala smua org hnya akn pggil ak dgn 1 nma tetap?huhuhuhu




and tonight movie time with my classmates!!!yeah!!

trying out syria...didn't match me well...just got too chubby face.ahahha

                                                          last hangout for sem 1..hehe

komawoyo chingu ahh~~~

hello...
actually ak traser sgtla boring..
xtau dh nk buat mende..dsbbkan prut yg trlalu sakit ni..dan prlu brulg alik ke tndas..
waa~~jgnla mlarat smpai esok..huhu
ada assgnment es..mlasnyer ak nak buat..
nasib baik 2 je assgnment yg tggl..huhu
dgn critical analysis nyer..ak mmg rjin nk buat bnda 2..
btapa ak xde idea nk buat bnda alah 2..smpai sggup tulis entry mlm2 buta ni..haha
actually lam entri ni..ak nk bgtau..sal kwn ak..yg ak bru knal hmpir 4 bln...
slama ni ak mncri2 kwan yg bleh brsma ak lam sng n ssah..
and she really helps me a lot..komawoyo!!
i really appreciate ur kindness..smpai mlm2 buta sggup nk dtg blik aku..
wpun ak just skit prut..kau slalu tny ak dh mkn ke blum..chat ke tak..n slalu je nk tlg ak lam siapkan homework ak,,wpun kau mmg ada byk krja..huhu
and part plg best..kau suka sgt bgi ak copy citer2 korea..nsib baik hdisk kau dh ok,kan..blehla ak truskan aktvti copy mgcopy 2..hahak
ak mmg trhru dpt kwn mcm dia..wpun ak xdela rpat sgt ngan dia..huhu..
tpi skrg..nmpknyer..kami dh brtmbh rpat..dsbbkan prshbtn GD kau n seungri ak kan?hahaa
thanks Anis Afifah!!*ak suka pggil kau emon..hihi..nanti bln 12 ni insyaalah ak g kuantan..xsbr nk g ronda2 ngan kau..wpun  kau drive mcm F1..hee~~~
got to off rite now!!nyte...

GD kau n SEUNGRI ak..hahak..

i miss my weekend time in naim!!!!

ahh~~~

today is a holiday..FRIDAY....
i will just write my post in malay this time...hehehe
kalau mcm thun lpas..hri jumaat gni..
ada usrah..ak msih igt kngan 2...
ahh~~ak kna thn air mata ni dlu,,,,be strong!!
msa 2 ak ngan kwn2 mrungut..xnk usrah..mcm2 la alsn xnk pegi..
qiamullail sma2..yg 2 ak plg igt..wpun prgi jrg2 je..
tpi bila jmpa geng kt msjd AN-NAIM...
gelakkan muka kwan2 sbb muka bru bgn tido...
lpas slat sbuh..smua tido..hahaha
tyme ustzh hachinah bgi tzkirah..cover la sket tido 2..haha
n..kalau tyme xgi qiamullail..
bgn kol 7.30 tu..kna hlau ngan exco2..hahak
pstu kalut2 gsok gigi..bsuh muka kt tndas..
yg pntim.bwk mkanan..tkt lpar tyme usrah...hua2
n kdg2 bwk buku..djdikan prhiasan.
bwk pun sbb exam mggu 2..kt cni...mna ada kngan cm gini..
msa usrah 2..smua gelisah nk balik..tkt mknan brekfast hbis..lcula..
dhla sgja dduk kt blkg...sng nk blik..brebut2 sapa smpai dlu kt dmas
brebut2 ambil mknan kt dmas..org sruh ambil 1 pggan..
bedal brbelas2 pggan,..
xckup mknan sbb knk2 gngster ni la..ghah..besoh.ida...aku tak..wt innocent kt c2 je..hua2
ngan exco2 pun wt g2..biras ak la 2..tkah..muahhaa
pastu..smua dh knyg,..turn nk cuci dorm pulak..mlas btl rser..tpi trpksa la..nk sruh dorm cntik ngan kemas..
kdg2 rmai je wt bdoh..tido dlu..pstu exco dtg mulala kalut buat2 kerje..
tkah 2..exco yg plg sempoi..tlg bgi plstik smpah je kijenyer..pstu g lepak kt dorm ak kjap..hahaha
kalau mlm2 weekend..kdg2 ghah suka je ajk ak tgk tv..tpi mlasla..brebut2 ngan org rmai..
takpun..pling2 borim..kitorg dk dpan klas 5UH,,pstu brgosip+mgumpat tntng org2 skelling..hua2..
dgn bdk2 5US yg brtriakan di ats..hahhaa
miss nyer ak kt klas yg brhdpan ngan lab komputer 2...
kdg2 mlm2 g prep kt blik prep bru 2..mulala mta rsa mgntuk..hua2..
tpi event msa thun lps byk jgk yg best2..
espcially tyme kitorg g utk kem kt pntai sri 7..mmg hepila.sbb bab2 kluar ni mmg sronok..
wpun ak trpksa tggl lam blik yg 5 stars..hahaha

xpnas lgsung dk dlm 2..tpi dgn geng2 sempoi..ghah,,qist,,farah,,mirah..hanan..ida

jdi hepi je ak dk dlm 2..hihi
lpas hbis kem kt skol
rushing g USM..kngan mnis d situ............
msih ak igt..ghah..nangis sbb trkjut ngan suara kuat abg izzaz..hahah
lcu2..nmpk je tough2 gtu..lmbut ddlam..wee~~~
msa xbleh diundur..ak hny bleh mgnang kngan ini...
thun lpas..smua org sbuk nk kluar skolah..borimla dk kt skol..
mmg..tyme 2.ak pun rsa mcm tu..tpi kwn2 yg brhrga ni.buatkan ak nk kmbli ke zman skolah..
ak xkisah..wpun kna pkai bju uniform lgi...tnpa hndset..n kna ikut prturan..
asalkan ak ada those precious friends...with me..
that will accompany me..be with me..during my hard times..
ak xtau..smpai bila kita akn ada msa utk trus kontek mcm ni..sbb ak tahu suatu msa nanti
smua org akan sibuk dgn urusan msing2...
korang mesti ingat..keep our friendship forever...
wpun skrg mmg smua org dh ada kwn bru..
ak rindu nk brgosip ngan sep mg..
study skli..pstu snap gmbr byk2..hehhee
hri sukan...korg brtgkus lumus kwad n so on..
dh xdpt tgk suasana mcm tu skrg.....
i'm totally sadddddddddddddddddddddddddd
tears keep rolling.......


be strong..
bcoz i'll always believe this words...
we'll always be friends,,,,,
the person i precious most!!!!

Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things.




It takes a long time to grow an old friend.

this feeling makes me heart!!gaseumi appa!!cheongmal!!!

it had been a long timeee...
i didn't upload this blog...
just want to share my feeling rite now..
why???
i keep having this feeling...
to like sum1...
that will never like me...
somehow...
what should i do??
keep being jealous...with sum1
that has sum1 that cares for her...
why i have to be around with people that have sum1 special with them???
GOD.....help me!!!
get rid of this feeling...i'm afraid,,,one day..
i can't endure this anymore....
that man.............
really hurts me...
its hurts to see sum1 dat u love..
cares and love for sum1 else..

he's really keep his faith to that girllllllllll
how jealous i am!!!
although that girl..didn't like him..
he still trying his best to be near with her...me??
just keep this feeling by myself...
argh~~~i don't want to like any1 after dis....................


and..it's more hurt 4 me...............i've to see him every time................
ottoke??
plisssssssssssssss...sum1 else recover my broken heart........................

U used to be the reason behind my laughter n happiness..

Now your the reason behind my saddness...


Getting tired of fighting these tears, i wish you were here to hold me and make all this pain go away


it's Hard To Let Go Of Something That Was Never Really Yours




Why destiny allowed some people to meet when there's no way for them to be together!

I'll be just fine, pretending i'm not

my biras...till when???huhu

a little bit bored today..so i make a dcision to write about..my biras...
kekekee..thought u must be shy..knowing that i wrote about u..i'll write fully in english..hope..everyone can accept my broken english..huhu..just doing this for practice..as my lctrer always advice me to write more in english..
it's a little bit hard..but i'll try my best..hehe..
this entry is all about NUR ATIKAH ADNAN..
she's my friend actually..but she declared us as biras bcoz of these 2 special guy...guess who??
famous twins in korea..really??i think so...
it's our JUNSU N JUNHO....really two handsome boys..
my biras is really addicted to junsu..i don't know why..what's so special bout him??hahaa
and i just like his brother...an athletic man..not like junsu..just always with his cuteness..keekeke(i'm sure tikah is really mad now)never mind..hahaha
still i could remember..during my form 1 in scondry school..i didn't know this girl(my biras)
i've never talk to her..if we meet..i don't know her name either...haha
but..when i was in f2..i know her name..until i reach f3..we just have a talk for a while...
franky speaking...in 3 years during high school,,she's not the person  that i really close to...
but our sweet memories..it's all started during i was in f4...
     OUR MEMORIES IN F4....

did u remember when i become your partner in class??
with nur hasbie at the middle..hhehe
if we're sleepy..we just replying paper to each other..talk about our future husband..hehehehe.i really miss that moment!!!
during your stay at my house...about the "kerengga"...
it's funny right??how dare could u laugh at me???
till now i didn't dare to play under the tree again..haha


and the most memorable memory is when we went 4 a trip to kl..
for ASAT..it's all thanks to you..huhu
being together at the hotel...i wake up early in the morning..with sexy voice..i sang cheongmal gaseumi ottoke dwaenbwa,,,,u must  really miss my voice right?huhu..and u make a call to SME then a husky voice of a man answered..how shock we're at that time..we really njoy our time there..how i wish..to have that memory again..and u even snap a candid photo of mine when i was sleeping...still kept the pics??delete it..hahaha,,and we're xcited when we meet a guy that is really looks like lee minho!!gorgeous!!hehehe


there's so many things we did together,,,
we struggle for our exam..after prep..going for out tea-time...
sleep in the class together..do our dbsk jacket..
although we're a little bit shy to ask for it at first..huhu..


during form 4 there's so many things..i did together with u..
but during our f5..we separate..i'm a little bit dissapointed at first,,
but at least we still keep talk to each other..although it's not like in our f4..
i just keep wondering know..how long we'll be contacting eaxh other??
bcoz..one day..all ao us will b very busy..i'll keep ur mms...
really miss to have those mms again..waa~~~how i miss last year moment!!!
it's hard to find a friend as good as you..
we keep sharing our secrets...and u're truly like my real biras..huhu
'now..we're in our own path...doing our work..
busy with our hectic life,,,
but for me..i'll never forget those precious moments we had..
sometimes it was bad and good...
memory..we can't replay it..but just keep remember those times....
one day..hope we'll able to make such special moments again..i'm really hoping for it..
although..i'm sure..it'll take a long time..for us..to be together..
like those moments~~~

BIRAS...SARANGHAEYO!!!!bogoshiposo...
we'll return home (SEOUL) together..right???heheehehe...

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u're not a kind a person that like to snap pics..so it's kinda hard to get a picture tgther with u...
really miss this uniform rite???hhuhuhuu